I thought these twelve months were enough to accept this lost. Although there was almost no tears for these last few months, I found myself was in a deep sorrow when the date turned to be April 28. So it was and is still hurt for me to lost my dad. Even I found myself could not stop to cry. Nothing and no one could help, just like in the song that the people sang a year ago to comfort us:
Tak satupun dapat menghiburku
Tak seorangpun dapat menolongku
Hanya Yesus jawaban hidupku
(No one could comfort me
No one could help me
Only Jesus, the answer of my life)