Father's Love

Barusan cek blog stats, ternyata tulisanku Melupakan Mantan Pacar masih jadi first top popular entry. It shows me that a lot of broken heart people were looking for an answer for their struggle and somehow came to my blog. I've been thankful to know how it could bless others. However, sebenarnya aku belum 100% pulih dari patah hati karena kehilangan Papa. Dulu aku pikir, putus dengan pacar adalah patah hati terberat. Tapi ternyata tidak. Berkali-kali aku mengira sudah pulih. Tahun ini misalnya, aku nggak lagi nangis dan berduka seharian pada hari peringatan kematian Papa. Tapi saat konseling.... baru ketahuan kalau patah hati belum kelar. Sudah 4 tahun berlalu sejak Papa dipanggil pulang oleh Bapa di surga. Namun sulit sekali untuk move on. No one can help, no one can comfort. However, Jesus has been my answer. Nggak ada itu ceritanya aku berdoa lalu Tuhan langsung menjawab. Dia tidak menjawab seperti yang aku harapkan. Namun seperti kata Firman-Nya, Dia selalu dekat. ...

One of my favorite's homework during the school-years was writing. As for me, writing is easy. It is as easy as talk directly to someone. However, I could not deny the fact that the ability to write is a gift from the Lord. It might be easy for me, but not for others. All of us receive different gifts and talents from the Lord, according to His plan and calling in our lives.